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I've been working in my dad's company almost 4 years. The longer that i stay in my dad's company, the more worries that i face. May be i'm that kind of person who can't take things easy. For instance, infact, the matter is actually not so serious but once i know, it will makes me think too much... keep on asking, why n why this kind of things can happen n why.. sometimes i feel myself abit annoying. We are in Logistic field. i'm managing my dad's account, therefore, i can see the entire picture in this company. We got alot of loan from bank, i don't know by when can we settle off the loan. Despite, our company still doing very well, but have too many commitment, likes cars, housing, warehouse, and etc. Althought, my dad told me to run a business whereby there is no alternate but to deal with Bank. As u know the interest rate is damn fucking high. Moreover, me n my brother are working in the same company, no dount, in future the rest of my brothers and sisters they might join us too. I'm happy if we can work together because we are family. However, what makes me worried is we are just like an egg in a basket, once the basket drop, we all will break. That'why i always told my little brothers and sisters to study hard and get a degree, work outside to gain experiece. May be in future they will get better prospect. I can see that my dad is trying to diversify his business, for example, invest in birdnest, argriculture, trading and etc. Perhaps, he forseen what might happen in the furture. He realized that in this line is very competitive and alot of hassles, furthermore, the profit margin is low, have to beg clients or suppliers for business. Most of the times, i noticed my dad have to negotiate with clients on their mercy and he feels tensions, but i can say he got a very high EQ. When he face problem in office, he wont show his temper at home and he keeps thing to himself. Because, he doesnt want us to worry especially my mum. I learn alot from this company, i'm grateful that my dad give me this opportunity and authority to handle everythings. Hopefully business will go on smoothly and steadily........ to be continue.. hahahah